This is Albert white here.
this post will be about something every personal and accurate, this isn't for clicks and views, this is about my life and i feel it needs to be more confronted on.
now i will keep it real, so this is about my whole sexuality as an autistic young adult. and I've been experiencing at sense like at my tween-hood years.
i didn't even know if i was straight or gay. i've done a lot of things that were a learning point. even during high school. i remember me and my friend who was older than me and we went to the bathroom minding my own business and he called me i another stall and.... i can't give you any more detail but i was very shocked and immediately told my great grandmother and got me suspended. i had to stay home for a few days. i've gotten over it. my family confronted his family in a metting but i was at home cause i didnt want to be a burden. but i felt so scared and messed up because of what he done. but he didn't rape me, he just went down on me.
these are memories like that can affect people. even if you are Autistic. but my Friend was autistic too. we talked about it later on and forgot about it as he left high school.years later. but later on i did lose my virginity at 20. it's pass consent but better late than never. and then i downloaded a gay site and i started to text some guys and then did some stuff that was wacky. now what position i was, A TOP. and had fun doing it but it can be also dangerous, because i was so young and naive, i thought i knew everything when their was so much to learn. thankfully i didn't get and STD and nothing. because i was prepared with condoms. my family wasn't with the idea that i was doing this but they still loved me anyway. now my auntie's fiance told me about his uncle and how he hated him after he died of AIDS around the 80's, and how that bitterness baffled him. but it's not the 80's anymore, Things are much different now than it was years back. see, the thing is that i needed to feel more confident on my sexuality. and i will find at way to figure this out
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